Karl James Hutt

2. 1. 2012

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║╦║╬║╬║╬║║║ ║║║╩╣║║║╠╗║╩╣╬║╔╝
╚╩╩╩╣╔╣╔╬╗║ ╚╩╩═╩══╝╚═╩═╩╩╩╝
♥⋰⋱♥ ╚╝╚╝╚═╝♥⋰⋱♥⋰⋱♥⋰⋱♥⋰⋱♥⋰⋱♥

Thank you for your continued support & friendship throughout last year.
love linda.♥


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♥.MY FOREVER BABE KARL J. HUTT..♥
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I feel your presence all round me,
and when the day came for you to leave
a broken heart I was left to grieve.
Today is your birthday Karly boy and
I know you'll share this up above with me,
So I'll raise a glass to you, and wish you
Happy Birthday my forever babe, and know
although you are no longer here with me
Your heart will always be.














♥THERE ARE NO STRANGERS ON HERE,ONLY FRIENDS WE HAVE NEVER MET.♥
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I may not say it very often as I find it hard sometimes what to say, but I would just like to say a big thank you from the bottom of my heart for all the wonderful tributes and candles that you light for my dear and forever missed karly boy. You take the time to think of others and your kind words fill my heart with warmth.Our love to you all...Linda and My Angel Karlyboy.♪♫•❤
















♥FOR♥ALL♥ OUR♥ SOUL♥ MATES.
Whenever I am feeling down
I suddenly remember that you're around.
Come rain or shine and to those I hold so devine
Thank you mates,I Think your're great!!!!
Our love to you always Linda and Angel Karl.:乂:·:乂:·:乂:·






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The strengh of a mountain,the majesty of a tree,
the warmth of the summer sun and calm of the
quit sea.The generous soul of nature and
comforting arm of night.The power of eagles flight.
My Beautiful Son a rare and precious diamond.
Thats what you are to me.Love and miss you always.
Your Broken Hearted Mama.
XxX

A love that is endless, and never can die, But finds its fulfillment with you in the sky...♥


MY DARLING SON,
Today is the 4th year since you went away & yes
I miss you more and more.I find myself weeping.
Remembering that awful day, Your Sister & I had
popped home to get you some clean PJs. We weren't
gone to long. When i returned to the hospital I could
see you were struggling to breath. I stroked your face,
held your hand My beautiful boy,and for the first time
in my life i prayed.Minutes,hours went by..I think we
we knew what was coming as your sister's returned,
other family members..I layed on the bed with you,
holding you.I wasn't ready to let you go, you felt
differently though.We were together far longer then
I could ever have dreamed.There it was,holding on to you
till your very last breath,refusing to let go of your cold
lifeless body, and told them that i wanted to take you home
as i could not leave you in that hospital,And so i brought
you home my darling and gently laid you on your bed.
Everything such a blur and & to this day still is.
the shock,despair & emptiness I felt & the loneliness
I feel now. Although I cant see you I know you can see
all of us,taking care & watching over us.And one day
I know that we will be together again forever & a day.
So till that day I send you all my Love Your B.H.Mama.
xx xxx xx xxx

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING SON.
TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR 23RD BIRTHDAY.
AS EVER IT IS SAD TO KNOW THAT I CANT BUY YOU A GIFT,
SEE YOUR FACE OR THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE.
TO HUG YOU OR KISS YOU. YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN
UPON US,THE ANGEL THAT YOU ARE.
WHEN IT GETS DARK YOU ARE THE BIGGEST BRIGHTEST STAR.
YOU BRIGHTENED MY LIFE WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND WARMED
MY HEART WITH YOUR PRESENCE.
I LOVE YOU AND FOR ALL MY LIFE I WILL MISS YOU.
MY FOREVER BABE. HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY
KARLY BOY,HAVE A WONDERFUL PARTY WITH ALL
YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS.
FROM YOUR B.H MAMA AND FAMILY.XX XXX XX XXX.
~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

10TH MARCH.

*☆*☆THREE YEARS TODAY I LOST YOU*☆*☆
ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER YEAR,MY BELOVED KARL.
SO MANY TIMES I HAVE ASKED MYSELF WHY?WHAT IF
IF ONLY,I STILL HAVE NO ANSWER,I PROBABLY
NEVER WILL.THEY SAY TIME IS A GREAT HEALER,
AFTER THREE YEARS I STILL ACHE,
THAT LONG CHURNING PAIN.
YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE I SEE EVERY WALKING MOMENT.
LONGING TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS,
TO SING TO YOU,TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.
SLEEP DISTURBED BECAUSE I MISS YOU WITH ALL
MY HEART AND SOUL.I'M SO PAINFULLY LOST
AND LONELY WITHOUT YOU.HOW HAVE I MANAGED
TO GET THIS FAR? I SPEAKE ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY,
PEOPLE LISTEN BUT DO THEY REALLY HEAR?
I FEEL SO ISOLATED IN MY GRIEF.
MY DARLING SON YOU WERE THE GREATEST LOVE
OF MY LIFE AND I SHALL LOVE YOU ALWAYS
AND FOREVER AND LOOK FORWARD TO THE DAY
WE ARE TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN.
YOUR BROKEN HEARTED MAMA.
XX XXX XX XXX

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

age 19
did not work as he was profoundly disabled
norwich, norfolk.
mum, dad 2sisters & nan,1niece 3nephews 3aunts 3uncles.
his illness & phenumonia
karl never spoke and i had to do everything for him and through his pain he always had a beautiful smile, big beautiful blue eyes and never complained bless him and we know each other so well, I knew when he was in pain ,when he was going to have a fit and he was my pride & joy and the love love of my life and we called him our forever babe.

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ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~
FOR MY FOREVER BABE.

NOW LIVING HIGH ABOVE THE CLOUDS.
MY BEAUTIFUL BOY KARL, SOME THINGS I'D LIKE TO SAY
I'M WRITING TO YOU IN HEAVEN
WHERE YOU DWELL WITH GOD ABOVE.
WHERE THERE'S NO MORE TEARS OR SADNESS
THERE'S JUST ENERNAL LOVE.
I KNEW THAT FATEFUL DAY
GOD WAS GOING TO CALL YOUR NAME.
IN LIFE I LOVED YOU DEARLY,
IN YOUR DEATH I'LL DO THE SAME.
IT BROKE MY HEART TO LOSE YOU
YOU DID NOT GO ALONE,
FOR A BIG PART OF ME WENT WITH YOU.
THE DAY GOD CALLED YOU HOME,
YOU LEFT ME WITH PEACEFUL MEMORIES.
YOURLIFE IS STILL MY GUIDE.
AND ALTHOUGH I CANNOT SEE YOU,
YOU ARE ALWAYS BY MY SIDE
I TRY NOT TO BE UNHAPPY,
BECAUSE YOU ARE OUT OF SIGHT
I KNOW THAT YOU ARE WITH ME
EVERY MORNING,NOON AND NIGHT.
THAT DAY YOU HAD TO LEAVE ME,
WHEN YOUR LIFE ON EARTH WAS THROUGH,
GOD PICKED UP, AND HUGGED YOU,
AND SAID I WELCOME YOU
IT'S GOOD TO HAVE YOU BACK AGAIN.
YOU WERE MISSED WHILE YOU WERE GONE.
AS FOR YOUR BELOVED MAMA,
SHE WILL BE HERE LATER ON.
I NEED YOU HERE SO BADLY,
AS PART OF MY BIG PLAN,
THERE'S SO MUCH THAT WE HAVE TO DO.,
TO HELP YOUR BROKEN MAMA.
THEN GOD GAVE YOU A LIST OF THINGS,
HE WISHED FOR YOU TO DO.
AND FORMOST ON THAT LIST OF YOURS
IS TO WATCH ME,THROUGH AND THROUGH.
I KNOW YOU'LL BESIDE ME,
EVERY DAYAND WEEK AND YEAR.
AND WHEN I'M SAD YOU'RE STANDING THERE
TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS.
AND WHEN I THINK OF YOUR LIFE ON EARTH,
AND ALL THOSE LOVING YEARS.
BECAUSE I'M ONLY HUMAN
THEY WERE BOUND TO BRING ME TEARS.
BUT I WILL NOT BE AFRAID TO CRY.
REMEMBER THERE WILL BE NO FLOWERS
UNLESS THERE WAS SOME RAIN.
I WISH THAT YOU COULD TELL ME,
OF ALL THAT GOD HAS PLANNED.
BUT IF YOU WERE TO TELL ME
WOULD I UNDERSTAND?
BUT ONE THINK IS FOR CERTAIN,
NOW YOUR LIFE ON EARTH IS O'ER
I'M CLOSER TO YOU NOW,
THEN I EVER WAS BEFORE.
AND TO KARL'SISTER'S AND DAD.
HE'S STILL NOT THAT FAR FROM YOU.
HE'S JUST BEYOND THE CREST.
AND WHEN I'M WALKING DOWN THE STREET
YOU ARE FOREVER ON MY MIND.
YOU'RE WALKING IN MY FOOTSTEPS
ONLY HALF A STEP BEHIND.
AND WHEN I FEEL A GENTLE BREEZE,
OR THE WIND ON MY FACE,
I KNOW IT'S YOU GIVING ME A HUG
OR JUST A SOFT EMBRACE.
OUR BEAUTIFUL CHAIN IS BROKEN,
AND NOTHING SEEMS THE SAME .
BUT ON THE DAY GOD CALLS ME,
OUR CHAIN WILL LINK AGAIN.
SO WHEN IT'S TIME FOR ME TO GO.
FROM MY BODY TO BE FREE.
REMEMBER THAT I AM COMING
THERE TO BE WITH THEE.
I HOPE YOU'LL ALWAYS LOVE ME,
FROM THAT LAND WAY UP ABOVE.
I'LL WRITE TO YOU AGAIN SOON.
UNTIL THEN MY LOVE, MY LIFE SON.
GOODBYE YOUR B.H.MAMA
XX XXX XX XXX.
~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~
♥ FOR MY FOREVER BABE ♥
♥
How easy it is for the smallest memory
To bring forth a smile or a tear.
A familiar song,a beautiful garden,
Snowdrops and bluebells, a good
football match or just a pot of tea.
The years of laughter we have shared,
You left us with so many happy memories.
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▓.( `•.\|/.• )♥
▓( `•.(۞).• )▓( `: )⋰⋰⋰⋰♥♥♥♥
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Karly~Boy
You are the greatest friend I know,
You are the words inside my song,
You are my love,my life, my Son.
With all the love in the world I send to you.
(((Mama))) XxX

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

FOR MY FOREVER BABE.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING SON.
TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR 24th BIRTHDAY.
AS EVER IT IS SAD TO KNOW THAT I CANT BUY YOU A GIFT,
SEE YOUR FACE OR THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE.
TO HUG YOU OR KISS YOU. YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN
UPON US,THE ANGEL THAT YOU ARE.
WHEN IT GETS DARK YOU ARE THE BIGGEST BRIGHTEST STAR.
YOU BRIGHTENED MY LIFE WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND WARMED
MY HEART WITH YOUR PRESENCE.
I LOVE YOU AND FOR ALL MY LIFE I WILL MISS YOU.
MY FOREVER BABE. HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY
KARLY BOY,HAVE A WONDERFUL PARTY WITH ALL
YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS.
FROM YOUR B.H MAMA AND FAMILY.XX XXX XX XXX.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

My son,my special Angel
It really breaks my heart
At the very thought of us
Being miles and miles apart

I so much want to talk to you
But Heaven has no phone
You know that I would ring you
And ask you to come home

Oh I would give everything
To see you just once more
Now I know I'll have to wait
Until I walk through Heavens door

I still hurt and feel so lonely
All I think about is you
Until we meet again some day
I will never stop loving you
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~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

MY DARLING SON, 10th MARCH
Today is the 4th year since you went away & yes
I miss you more and more.I find myself weeping.
Remembering that awful day, Your Sister & I had
popped home to get you some clean PJs. We weren't
gone to long. When i returned to the hospital I could
see you were struggling to breath. I stroked your face,
held your hand My beautiful boy,and for the first time
in my life i prayed.Minutes,hours went by..I think we
we knew what was coming as your sister's returned,
other family members..I layed on the bed with you,
holding you.I wasn't ready to let you go, you felt
differently though.We were together far longer then
I could ever have dreamed.There it was,holding on to you
till your very last breath,refusing to let go of your cold
lifeless body, and told them that i wanted to take you home
as i could not leave you in that hospital,And so i brought
you home my darling and gently laid you on your bed.
Everything such a blur and & to this day still is.
the shock,despair & emptiness I felt & the loneliness
I feel now. Although I cant see you I know you can see
all of us,taking care & watching over us.And one day
I know that we will be together again forever & a day.
So till that day I send you all my Love Your B.H.Mama.
xx xxx xx xxx

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING SON.
TODAY WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR 23RD BIRTHDAY.
AS EVER IT IS SAD TO KNOW THAT I CANT BUY YOU A GIFT,
SEE YOUR FACE OR THAT BEAUTIFUL SMILE.
TO HUG YOU OR KISS YOU. YOU ARE LOOKING DOWN
UPON US,THE ANGEL THAT YOU ARE.
WHEN IT GETS DARK YOU ARE THE BIGGEST BRIGHTEST STAR.
YOU BRIGHTENED MY LIFE WITH SO MUCH LOVE AND WARMED
MY HEART WITH YOUR PRESENCE.
I LOVE YOU AND FOR ALL MY LIFE I WILL MISS YOU.
MY FOREVER BABE. HAPPY HEAVENLY BIRTHDAY
KARLY BOY,HAVE A WONDERFUL PARTY WITH ALL
YOUR ANGEL FRIENDS.
FROM YOUR B.H MAMA AND FAMILY.XX XXX XX XXX.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

"My Sunshine"
With you I bury my hopes and
dreams for all the days we'll never see.
But I also bury the love in my heart
and the sadness of knowing
that we must part.

And I pray to God to do for you
all the things I would like to do.
And to keep my baby safe from harm,
to laugh and frolic in springtime's arms.

For now, every time I see the sun,
I watch you smile as you run.
Laughing, smiling,
.... Missing you.

((Mama))

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

You think I've gone far away and life has lost its will,
But look around, I am right here, living with you still,
I watch your tears, I feel your pain, I see the things you do,
I weep as well, each time you cry, my soul it lives with you.
It gives me such joy to hear you laugh, and do the things you do,
And when you smile over bygone days, I smile right there with you,
For we are still one, just you and me, one mind, one soul, one being,
Walking forward into life, though you are only seen,
And in the stillness of the night, when the pain really starts,
Stretch out a little with your mind, and draw me to your heart,
I am always close by your side, you have nothing at all to fear
And my love will always surround you until you join me here.....

Love and God Bless


~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

FOR MY FOREVER BABE,XX XXX XX XXX.
*☆*☆THREE YEARS TODAY I LOST YOU*☆*☆
ANOTHER DAY, ANOTHER YEAR,MY BELOVED KARL.
SO MANY TIMES I HAVE ASKED MYSELF WHY?WHAT IF
IF ONLY,I STILL HAVE NO ANSWER,I PROBABLY
NEVER WILL.THEY SAY TIME IS A GREAT HEALER,
AFTER THREE YEARS I STILL ACHE,
THAT LONG CHURNING PAIN.
YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE I SEE EVERY WALKING MOMENT.
LONGING TO HOLD YOU IN MY ARMS,
TO SING TO YOU,TO TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU.
SLEEP DISTURBED BECAUSE I MISS YOU WITH ALL
MY HEART AND SOUL.I'M SO PAINFULLY LOST
AND LONELY WITHOUT YOU.HOW HAVE I MANAGED
TO GET THIS FAR? I SPEAKE ABOUT YOU EVERY DAY,
PEOPLE LISTEN BUT DO THEY REALLY HEAR?
I FEEL SO ISOLATED IN MY GRIEF.
MY DARLING SON YOU WERE THE GREATEST LOVE
OF MY LIFE AND I SHALL LOVE YOU ALWAYS
AND FOREVER AND LOOK FORWARD TO THE DAY
WE ARE TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN.
YOUR BROKEN HEARTED MAMA.
XX XXX XX XXX
10TH MARCH 09

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

I NEED TO SAY GOODBYE
ALTHOUGH YOU'RE WITH ME.
I STAND BESIDE YOUR ASHES
YET YOU ARE HERE ,
I MISS YOU TERRIBLY AND
HOPE YOU MISS ME,
BUT WHEN I TURN TO YOU,
YOU ARE ALWAYS NEAR.
I TALK TO YOU AS THOUGH
YOU LIVED WITHIN ME.
NOT CHANGED BUT SIMPLY
MOVED IN FROM OUTSIDE.
I KNOW EACH DAY YOU
MUST A LITTLE LEAVE ME,
BUT HERE.AS ALWAYS YOU
MUST BE MY GUIDE.
YOU WERE AND ARE AND WILL BE,
JUST AS EVER IN MANY MINDS
AND HEARTS,NOT ONLY MINE,
NO PHYSICAL EVENT CAN SUCH
LOVE SEVER;DEATH IS A DIMENSION,
NOT A LINE AND SO GOODBYE DOES
NOT MEAN YOU ARE GONE,SO LONG
AS I STILL LOVE YOU,YOU LIVE ON.

(( Mama))
~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

FOR MY BEAUTIFUL BIRTHDAY BOY.XXX
MY DARLING SON,
ON THIS YOUR 22nd BIRTHDAY. 3.12.08
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A SAD DAY BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT HERE BUT ALSO A
HAPPY DAY BECAUSE WE CAN CELEBRATE THE BIRTHDAYS
THAT WE HAD YOU.
WE STILL TALK ABOUT YOU AND THINK ABOUT YOU EVERYDAY.
IT'S HARD NOT TO, YOUR WERE SUCH A SPECIAL, BEAUTFUL
BOY-YOUR GORGEOUS SMILE WOULD LIGHT UP ALL OUR LIVES.
YOUR SISTER TANYA REFUSE TO BELIEVES SHES 40
AND TELLS ANYONE WHO BELIEVES HER THAT SHE IS STILL
27.YOUR OTHER SISTER KIM AND NEPHEW RICHARD( THE SENSIBLE ONES ARE BOTH WELL AND HAPPY)
YOUR NIECE ALEKSANDRA IS AS BEAUTIFUL AS EVER, BUT IS
AT AN AGE WHERE SHE IS VERY CONFUSED ABOUT LIFE, WHERE SHE'S GOING,WHAT SHE'S DOING ETC, OH TO BE
EIGHTEEN.GEORGE HAS STARTED HIGH SCHOOL, I THINK HE
LIKES IT, IT'S HARD TO TELL,HARD TO GET ANYTHING OUT
OF HIM.
WHAT CAN I SAY ABOUT YOUNG WILLIAM HE TALKS AND TALKS
I THINK YOU MUST'VE PASSED ON YOUR SHARE OF LOVE TO
HIM. HE IS ALWAYS FULL OF HUGS & KISSES AND PUTS A
SMILE ON MY FACE WHENEVER HE'S WITH ME.
I MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH MY SWEET BLUE EYED BOY AND
I CRY FOR YOU EVERYDAY.
I KNOW THAT WE'LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN ONE DAY BECAUSE
THATS WHERE I BELONG, WITH YOU.
UNTIL THEN MY ANGEL,I WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
WITH ALL MY LOVE AND HEART ETERNALLY YOUR MAMA.
XX XXX XX XXX XX XXX XX XXX

(( Mama))
~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

FOR OUR FOREVER BABE.

10 march 2006 my beloved karl,
It's been two years since you went away.
my life has changed beyond recognition what
remains are the feelings and deep love that
we shared with one another.
a bond that only a mother knows with her child, her son.
a bond that is eternal.
you brought so much happiness into my life karl.
I long for the day to hold you, kiss you and
see that beautiful smile that lit up any room.
I hold my precious memories close to my heart.
Your belongings stay just as you left them.
My wonderful boy, I'm so honoured you chose
me to be your mum, how blessed. and karl if i had
the chance to do it all again i gladly would.
un til we meet again sweetpea
all my love forever and then some.
xx xxx xx xxx
your broken hearted mama and dad.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

FOR OUR FOREVER BABE.

this is what i wrote for the first anniversary
of my karl's passing.

to my beloved son karl how
quickly time passes.365 days
i have lived without you.
not put you to bed. kissed you
goodnight until the morning light.
then we would wake and our day
would begin and be so full.
your smile, your frown, your sadness,
your laughter,your beautiful smile,
that devilish grin and those piercing
blue eyes that followed me wherever
i went, that look, that said i love you
and need you and yes, sometimes that
look of despair and pain,
it was your suffering that took you from me,
if i could have you back without that i would
wish it more then anything,
but how selfish would that make me
my darling. you fought way beyond
what anyone predicted.
the joy you brought to your dad, your sisters
and niece, and nephews,
but most of all me.
how could anybody but a mother who has
outlived her child ever understand?
my life was richer and joyous beyond belief
for having and loveing you and now
i am so lonely and lost without you.
you were my joy, my world, my laughter,
and sunshine and will always be mama's boy.
your broken-hearted mum and dad. xxx

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

this is what we wrote when karl passed away.
'Our Forever Babe'
3.12.86 to 10.03.06
What can we say about our boy. The best son, brother, uncle and grandson that one family can be blessed with, his mother's pride and joy.
We had you for nineteen precious years, your will, strengh and determination beat any of the odds that were given to you in the first few months of your life, what a fighter.
Your devilish ways and your cheeky manner were a joy to watch and laugh over. The happiness you brought to our lives was second to none.
How remarkable that a boy who never spoke a word has taught so many so much.
Your life we will celebrate. Your passing we will mourn, you left us with a hole that will now be filled with the happiest, most wonderful of memories that are plentiful.
A special boy with an eternal special bond with his mum, without whom would most certinly never have shared his nineteen years.
So to you Karl, may you rest in peace because you deserve to do so and thank you for the best of you.
Your broken hearted Mum and Dad, sisters Tanya and Kim, nephews Richard, George and William and niece Aleksandra.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

ON BEHALF OF OUR BROTHER KARL..

if our brother could speak, his message today would be
thank you to you all for coming to celebrate my life.
thank you for sharing and being part of my life and
now my passing. I know today is a sad day for all of you
here, but know that I now am able to walk,run and fly with angels and I no longer suffer in pain. It was my time to go and here I will be waiting for my loved ones when it will be there time to join me. I have had a wonderful life with
the best of love and care, and on behalf of my sisters
and me one last message for our mum, you only get
one and my gosh did we get lucky.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

for karl
karl. died on march 10th.
why you? you were given all the love and care
anyone could give you by your parents.
everyone loved you and will be missed
so much.
you had a smile for all on your lovely face.
you are going to be with your grandad and
dinkie will be waiting for you.
god bless you my darling.
we will meet again.
i love you .
nanny sawicki and aunty pat.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

for karl.
karl taken with an illness you
tried to defend with all the love
and care to the end.
bless you karl for being one
of us. a fighter who's parents
never gave up.
love always uncle richard.XX

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

FOR KARL
A fine young man and friend.
who i will rememer always.
may you forever rest in peace.
from vaughn..X

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

FOR KARL
KARL. died on march 10th.
another little star to
shine above.
we will look up and see you twinkle above.
and think of you every time.
love sandra, bob and the collier family.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

hutt karl
god saw he was getting tired,
and a cure was not to be,
so he put his arms around him,
and whispered come with me''.
a golden heart stopped beating,
his body laid to rest,
and once again God proved to me
he only takes the best.

when you have reached your
destination,
a man will appear from the blue.
he goes by the name of bronislaw.
who will watch and care for you.
from uncle Gary.X

bronislaw sawicki was my beloved dad, and karls
wonderful grandad.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

dolphins for karl
pushing through green waters
symbol of joy
you leap from the depths
to touch the sky
scattering spray
like handfuls of jewels

not caged by union rules
unfettered by sales targets
no trains or planes to catch
your time is set by the flow
of the sea's tides
and the moon's glow

you give us images of ecstasy
that we lock away
behind the doors memory
for quiet moments
when released from our possessions
we dream of freedom like yours.

this was sent to me by Dr david carlyle in memory of my son
karl,who i can never thank enough for all that he done for
my son, he was a Doctor in a millon, so thank you david.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~

for karl.
a golden heart stopped
beating.
and saw him fade away.
although we loved him dearly.
we could not make him stay.
from uncle lance
god bless you.

~♥~
ჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
~♥~(('•♥•'))~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ♥ ჱܓ
♥~♥~'•.,.•'_*● ~♥~Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒჱܓ~♥~